Hi guys, I've posted here before about the brake up with my wife, so it has been almost 3 months since we split up, and things were good, my mental state was getting better, and my sleep improved, however in the past 2-3 weeks things have gone to shit and I can't stand my self that I moved a few steps forward and then 1000 steps back. I tried downloading some dating apps and got some matches, but I am not interested in talking to anyone new. She is on my mind almost all the time and I can't shake this, I think if she met someone new, I haven't contacted her since the beginning of the break up I went to take my stuff from our apartment. I feel like a fucking failure, I moved back with my parents, and my finances are shit at the moment due to some unexpected circumstances, I don't know how to move forward with this and the almost constant loneliness is starting to take its toll on me, as to before I met my STBXW I was happy to be alone, I was content with my life, now even the house I grew up in feel foreign, most of my friends have moved on with their lives and most of them have left the city I live in. This is starting to get disjointed, but yeah, my mind isn't as sharp as usual. So to sum up things got better and now things have gone to shit again. Thank you for reading and good luck to all of you!