Something I have supported her through for years.

Something I was so happy to see her achieve...I am not there today.

I know our relationship failed.

This hurts so bad somehow....this somehow made it all real all over again

Seperated 2 months ago with her asking for divorce 1 month in.

Crushed.

She had bariatric surgery lost slot of weight. Got lots of male attention. Claimed I didnt love her anymore.

All my service to her and my family and kids means nothing in the end because she was unhappy with me.

I am one of those men that does most of the house work, child care, run a business, home renovations in 2 homes to help us build our dream.

I have to constantly emotionally stimulate her

I received very little appreciation. I asked her if she knew my needs this year.

Her reply : what about your needs?

My stbxw likes to things

1.) everything 2.) more of everything

My spirit is so depleted I have no energy left to give her.

Yet I sit here in tears heart broken wishing for her to come back, when I know logically in 1 year I will probably be happy.

Sad for my kids Sad for me

Feel like a loser..

Thanks for reading my emotional dumping.