It is Sunday 7am and I sit here totally alone. Kids are with her, I will keep the house. The house is much too big for me alone, but I love it too much to give it up (also it is just financially sound to keep it, since it's a good investment).

Still - it feels empty and big and lonely.

In two days we will sit with the judge and with one last signature, everything will be done.

I feel good and very bad at the same time. Don't really know what to do with myself except browsing through reddit and posting this drivel.

Fuck, I really hope that it gets better. Just venting, sorry.