i was raised in a pretty privileged environment. my dad is unknowingly very beta. after my mom had an affair, he remairried to a younger chick who proves that women are perpetual children. he even pays for her daughter's college tuition. he's in too deep.

although i cant blame it all on him, i've been coddled my whole life. other than brief retail stints at 14 and 16, ive never worked a day in my life. my dad pays for everything and i even have "daddy's credit card" that i can swipe at my leisure.

although the luxury of free time and money has allowed me ample opportunity to party, have fun, and fuck alot of girls, i realize im still very much a dependent child.

although i have a college degree in polisci (3.26 gpa), i didnt bother getting any work experience or internships. in this economy i dont see how i'll ever get a job.

it is for all these reasons that i feel i need a serious reorientation and ass kicking via the militarty. i have no urgency or drive to move forward in my life, and short of getting kicked out of my house (beta dad probably wont), i will continue to feel the dread of this void, wake up hating my life, and not confronting the world.

as far as trp, my game, frame, physique, and looks are all honed, but as someome who strives to be a MAN i need to develop the independence and financial security to truly forge my own way

so all thoughts are appreciated i kno its a big decision.

edit: just for clarity, im not considering enlistment whatsoever. its OFFICER OR GTFO