Dear community, I think I’m in a unique situation but probably self-rationalizing. Please help set me straight. I’ve been reading TRP for 10 years now, but stopped when the subreddit was deleted and back now. Not a complete fag, but not a Chad either.

Background - 31M, Ivy League grad, top 1% income earner from middle class family, lift regularly (s/b/d 450/300/500). Above average height. Married with 28M for 2 years with a young son.

I’ve received the ILYBINILWY talk a few times in the last 12 months. No traces of cheating. She has suggested multiple times for an open relationship, but laments it’s hard for her to find someone right age, background and career to have open relationship with (self-rationalize 1: am I AW-ing her?). On depression meds and shows no maternal instincts, and said she’s too young for family and thinks she missed out on youth, needs a few more years to “do her own thing”. Excessively materialistic but spending supported by family (self- rationalize 2: am I cleared of BB?) and find no meaning in life. Occasionally brings up suicide.

Is this situation salvageable (mainly for kid)? Or have I crossed the rubicon? Fellow MRP, please help.