I have strabismus (medical term for lazy eye) and I'm very insecure about it. Back in highschool i was rejected like 3 girls which may or may not be because of it but maybe because i lacked self confidence but whatever. I have much less confidence and everytime i go outside i get zoned out and I'm like id rather come back home. Highschool has caused me a lot of hurt, esp due to rude comments from people and I've always felt like people treated me like someone below them which eventually led me to developing an inferiority complex. I had a neighbour who was a good friend of mine only when we were not in school, he used to always ignore me or i feel like he used to look down at me in school because apparently i wasn't one of the "cool and popular" kids in highschool. on the other hand i think i look pretty good, except i have strabismus. Everytime i think about that school, i just feel so sick. I can't stay in my hometown. I'm trying to move out and everytime, i see people around here esp girls i feel so inferior and nervous. It's like even when i see new people that i see, i feel like they already dislike me for some reason when i look at their faces. I don't know man. Any tips to get all of this fixed and also on to start dating or getting girls? I've had 2 gfs before but I'm sure they didn't notice my strabismus as it's intermittent. However, it's bound to become permanent strabismus in the future, thats what i read. Idk man I'm just so sad about it and all the trauma that highschool caused me. Anyone with strabismus who has had success with dating/getting laid?