Wife and i got married young (18/20). We tried for 9 years to make it work but all we ever did was fight, scream, have sex and get high. Now shes moved out, wants a divorce and my life is finally starting to get better. Even though this is for the best, i am completely devastated. She is already staying the night with another guy. She still comes over occasionally just to have sex with me and i accept her every time. She tells me she loves me but is confused. We have been texting and if she doesn’t respond, my mind starts racing. I guess i just need some hard advice to know what to do next. She has not filed for divorce yet and its been over a month. I am still completely in love with her despite everything but I desperately want to move on. Should i just go no contact or have one final sit down with her and see what we can do. I dont know what to do next because I have no friends or family in the area. I have no one to talk to about this. I am truly alone and am starting to feel a bit scared.