I hesitate to write this post because of the humblebrag, validation seeking that is inherent in a story like this. However, there are a lot of RP truths here, this may be motivation for some to improve, and I have decided not to confide in anyone in real life, so you internet strangers are my only outlet.

M36 married 10 years, dated 4 before that. Outside of a relationship I am naturally alpha and have good genetics. I was raised by my mother and two sisters and my alpha father was absent. I did the classic, I will never treat my wife like my dad treats my mom. PreRP/MRP I was a relationship beta.

I started MRP from a near deadbedroom. I found MRP through a google search on how to get your wife to fuck you. I've been lifting heavy and hard since last December and I'm at 12-15% body fat. I am around 6'. I am currently bulking and all my lifts are going up. I have read everything. NMMNG WISNIFG and MMSLP twice. All other books once. I check MRP every day. I comment only occasionally, because I a busy running a company. I don't post OYS but I should. You can read my history for embarrassing early MRP examples.

Since MRP my life has improved. I am much stronger and more disciplined due to lifting and diet. I have been getting laid much more frequently at home and sometimes it is pretty good. I still have much to work on.

I don't get the opportunity to game much due to work and young kids. Recently, I was at a work conference away from home and since I rarely travel, I want to practice some catch and release game.

I read parts of Bang on the plane and I am focusing on my internal game. PreRP/MRP I was great at talking myself out of approaching. I would see hot women and tell myself that they were an inch too short, or an inch too tall, or I would think that people would see my trying to hook up with her, or that she had a boyfriend, etc. I was great at buffering. Anything to keep myself from approaching. I also didn't notice IOIs. Now I do.

At the conference I am much more talkative with everyone, women and men. Married women, fat women, old women, everyone. There aren't a lot of HBs at the conference, so I am content on interacting and building tension with the cuter women, but I don't worry about number closing.

On the last day of the conference I see a young HB 8-9 checking me out from about 10 feet away. I am standing with a group of others and I act disinterested. After she looks away I notice she has a ring on. She is standing next to a dude, so I imagine that they are together. PreRP/MRP this would be the point where I abandon all efforts, figuring that married women wouldn't want to be flirted with. Not this time. I let her catch me check her out, hold strong eye contact until she looks away, then act disinterested again.

The group I was with disbands and she walks off as well. I circle over and introduce myself to the guy that she is with and her as well. I notice from their conference badges that they don't have the same last name. We become friendly and I ask how they know each other. They work together. The three of us go outside and I chat with him mostly. She is vying for my attention. She asks me what I am drinking and I tell her about how awesome the drinks are in a particular secluded bar in the hotel. We all talk a little longer. Then, she runs off and said she was going in for the night. I am completely OI about the deal and I say bye and keep talking to her coworker.

I introduce myself to another group and start being friendly with a couple of other people, looking to have fun. A few minutes later, the HB shows back up and I see her chatting with another dude. I pop into their conversation and say "your back," looking her in the eye. We all talk a little. I lead the conversation, again ignoring her mostly and she walks off again...and comes back again. I know that something is up. I end the conversation with the dude and focus on her. I keno her stomach with the back of my hand and say "you're following me around" in an teasing way with a smirk on my face, then I walk away back into the more secluded bar in the hotel, completely OI.

I didn't even have my drink ordered and she was standing next to me. She asked what I was drinking and I told her it was an acquired taste. She took a sip of mine and said that she liked it and ordered a drink and sat down.

I sat next to her. We talked and I told her a few stories, and kenoed her arm, building comfort. She asks me how old I am and I tell her. I ask her and she tells me to guess. I guess 24 and am right. I act interested when she tells me that she used to model with a well know agency. I act interested when she tells me about her work. I chime in anytime I can think of a way to sexualize a topic. She tells me that some guy had asked her out the night before but that he was following her around and he was creepy. She tells me that I'm not creepy. I laugh to myself because I have read on RP/MRP that the only reason I'm not creepy is because she thinks I'm hot. She starts leaning her legs into mine and touching my arm and shoulder. I open my body language towards her. Then, I ask her if she wants to get dinner and she raises an eyebrow, and I see a look on her face and I know. So I say, "or we can go finish these drinks in my room." She says yes. I ask for the tab and the bartender puts it all on one. She asks me if I paid for her drink and I don't want to be Betabux so I say I didn't mean to even though I don't mind.

We wait for the elevator and she is scrolling on her phone. Then we walk down the hall. In the room I move directly towards her and start kissing her neck and grabbing her ass. She suggests that she is glad that I followed her into the bar. I laugh to myself because I didn't follow her into the bar and I have read about this anti-slut defense. She says that she has never done anything like this at least five times. She also strips down naked, takes my shirt off, touches my chest and tells me I must workout. She tells me to tell her what I want. I tell her to suck my cock and she is on her knees. Then, I tell her to get on her stomach and stick her ass in the air and she does so eagerly. I could go on and on but this would turn into erotica.

This girl is in her low 20s and used to model, although it appears only locally, and has been marred 2 years. She was looking to get fucked by an Alpha. She said she got married too young. PreRP/MRP I would have called bullshit on someone telling me this story. Beta males don't even realize the world of sex that they are missing.

Now, I'm dealing with a fallout of anxiety and guilt. She is texting me and talking about flying to see me or me flying to see her. I'm not sure if I am going plate this one and live the life of CAD, or cut this loose and avoid the risk. I am an indecisive guy being indecisive. Something I am working on. I am not asking you internet strangers to make my decision for me. I am just comparing notes.

This shit works. Be careful because sometimes it works too well. One day a year into MRP you may be out looking to have a conversation and suddenly you are isolating and escalating on autopilot.

AWALT men. This women could be your wife. Shit, she could be my wife. Trust but verify. On the right day of the month with a guy running the right game...AWALT. My game was clumsy and this one fell on my dick.

Oh, and when I got home I had a revitalized abundance mentality which lead to incredible sex with my wife. They can smell it on you.