So long story short, I’ve only been married for a year and we dated for two years before marriage. We met during Covid and we had a pretty atypical relationship from the get-go. We lived separately for the first five months and then her lease ran up and she moved into my house full-time.

We’ve recently gotten serious about having a child as she’s gotten off of birth control, obviously, it takes some time before a woman starts ovulate but at least we were trying and it was fun for a little while. She took it ovulation test two weeks ago and found out she was ovulating, immediately she completely changes her mind and says she no longer wants to have children, she says she has a panic attack and doesn’t know if she wants to have children. In the first few months of dating she wanted to share our locations as we both travel a lot for work and make sure we were safe. I was taking our relationship seriously at that point, and wanted to assure her that she could know wherever I was cause I was not gonna hide anything from her. Two weeks ago out of nowhere she turns off her location and doesn’t tell me as she was out of town, and I just wanted to make sure as I hadn’t heard from her in a few hours where she was and found out the hard way by looking at info, and there was no location. She would have did the same thing to me, so don’t speak down to me about that. Last night, she sent me a text, saying she was with another man at a bar with SOS, she meant to send it to her friend and accidentally sent it to me. So immediately, I’ll take that as there is a man with her at the bar and she needs my help. However, she doesn’t answer my calls and then says she meant to send it to somebody else and then she was going straight to bed and said good night. She did not respond to my calls all night and we didn’t have a conversation until this morning. She has told me that nothing happened but I can’t help to feel crazy that my wife might’ve done something and I have no proof, but she also hasn’t given me proof that she didn’t do anything other than her word. I need some advice here from some dude who have experienced this in the past, and some loving husband who would encourage me to trust my wife that she didn’t make the wrong decision last night..