I’m probably never going to understand fully her decision to leave and blow up the family.

I am not responsible for her decisions or feelings.

Honestly, I’m tired of ruminating on it.

Why spend more time trying to understand something that I never will understand?

This was her decision. I didn’t want it, but it’s how it has to be because of the hardness of her heart.

I think it’s time to put focus on the things things that matter now.

My kids, my faith, my career, my hobbies.

I’m just done wasting time on trying to make sense of a decision made by an obviously irrational person.

I’m tired of giving her any more space in my head and my life.

I’m endeavoring to no longer waste the time trying to make sense of the senseless.