I understand the facts as they are.

The divorce isn’t final yet but the relationship is over.

I truly believe that she never loved me.

I am certain she doesn’t care about my feelings now, she never did during the marriage.

It’s pointless, but for some reason I want her to know how much her leaving and blowing up the family hurt me.

I know she won’t care. Again, I know it’s pointless.

My mother says talking to her is like talking to a drunk.

She can’t be reasoned with.

My cousin said she isn’t entitled to know my feelings anymore.

My counselor says I need to stop focusing on what’s happening with her.

All of them are absolutely correct.

I guess that sometimes it’s just difficult to actually put it in action.

It’s difficult to get my heart to catch up with what I know is true.