Life is harsh and cruel. I just broke up with a single mother. She was 18 and had a two year old baby boy. Chad Thundercock Jr. looked exactly like his Hondurian douchebag of a father and constantly reminded me of my betaness. I've been lurking TRP for a while so I knew the kind of situation I was facing. Ever since I met her I've always wondered why she never asked for child support from her exboyfriend. I never really questioned her about it but in my gut I knew something was wrong. She would constantly receive calls from him and she would always tell me that he just likes to "joke around." One day I arrived at her house, the door was open and I snuck inside. She was in her room and was talking on the phone. The first thing I heard was laughter and she would say things like, "don't call me a whore!" "You know we can't see each other anymore!" I broke up with her that same day. I was sick of being overshadowed by some douchbag who won't have the balls to take care of his own kid. You have to be really fucked up in the head to keep fucking with a guy who left you alone with a baby and won't give you a single dime.I also know that I fucked up, but I am human and I admit that I have a soft heart. I still feel like shit knowing that she will keep working two jobs to feed that little boy but I have to move on. I am young and still have many women to pursue. As beautiful as she is I know that if I stay I will be constantly be second best to her. I will always be the Beta Bux.