So im laying in a hotel room thinking about what im going to do next. I haven't really researched, but im not sure i can get an apartment with all this going on.

The worst part is that im depressed. I really dont care about my life. I dont care to do a single thing. Im constantly going from i can do this to lethargy. My working out is eroding. I tried to gain even more weight for the sake of size, but my parents kept bitching at me for "eating too much," despite me contributing to groceries. Its really because i smoke too much.

Ive got about 25k saved but COL will definitely be over 50% of my income. Will i still be able to get an apartment? Thanks guys