Was RP without even really knowing it throughout my teens and 20s. Did my thing. Lived my life. Hobbies. Education. Career building. Met my wife. Fucked constantly, publicly and dirty. She was happy tagging along and was happy to stay at home and be led.
Fast forward to now. Somehow I BPd myself along the way. The sex. The intimacy. My hobbies. Everything got pushed back or dropped until now I do almost none of those things. It got so bad that I actually had 'the talk' with my wife about our sex life. Yeah. I did that.
So now I'm waking back up. Rekindling old friendships. Hitting the gym. Reading. Taking up new shit. Trying to find that man again. Dropping the faggotry.
My question is, having started reading actively again, what are some good resources to turn to? I'm pretty new to the active RP community so I'm unfamiliar with the literature. I want to do this right.