Some days are easier than others, and those other days are what kick me. I feel like I am being sucked into the pit of sadness and shit feelings. I got to the gym everyday, I read, I journal, spend time with loved one, talk to my therapist and still feel like shit. It also hurts to think how easily someone can discard you without a care in the world. I honestly feel like I (the dumpee) am taking longer to move on than her (the dumper) we are going thru the legal divorce process. I feel at the age of 31 I have failed after giving this woman the best of me and working on myself to become more emotionally intelligent, move up in my job, control my anxiety and panic disorders. I genuinely gave it my best shot, my 100% and put up with a lot and lacked love on their part and was still willing to stick it out and work it out. Shit I’m ranting at this point it just sucks ya know?