Hey friends. Really thought I turned a corner a few weeks ago. Started feeling less depressed, walking everyday, no more crying spells. But the last few days I’ve just really been struggling with guilt over my role in the divorce. It’s so hard to see clearly what happened with our being sucked into her narrative or my shame. I’ll go into details if people want me too. Just more interested if you have been able to overcome guilt and how you did it. There was no real smoking gun. We both had behaviors that led to the divorce with much of it blamed on me and my mental health issues.

It’s really weighing on me and I don’t know what to think. It’s hard to go on like this.