I was in disbelief the love of my life would hurt and betrayed me like this. Someone I truly wanted to go all the way through life with. I now able to focus on my self and my kids . I’m content in life. I love been married but she didn’t . In a way I honestly happy of the outcome. I’m working on some goals with no one holding me back. It gets better . Find yourself . What help me most is staying busy . I’m very busy honestly I don’t have time for a love life now lol.