Literally just the longer I exist as a man I'm reminded more and more that first and foremost I'm.... Just not really perceived as a human to most people..

It's a weird position to be in. Women have lives and hobbies and families and goals. I have nothing until I prove otherwise.

I dunno. It's admittedly difficult to process the entire effects of the "women are wonderful" phenomenon. At the same it's very frustrating because I never feel desired. Oh well.