51 year old divorce raped man who is physically, financially, emotionally, and spiritually broken. Gave everything I had doing a dirty, dangerous, discomfortable industrial construction job only to be thrown out like garbage once she saw better. I thought love was forever but now I see that it was all a lie and I was nothing more than a stepping stone. I can't help but to feel the best is all behind me and future has nothing as store but heartache and loneliness. Mgtow Brothers I tried to find comfort in this community but I think it's too late for me. It's weird I used to be somebody that people looked up to, but now I walk down the street and I can almost sense how people want to distance themselves from me as if I'm contagious of some sort of disease. I used to have friends but now nobody calls me. And it's as if women can smell my patheticness. She is doing well though with her new nursing career and her new boyfriend living in the house that I paid for. I'm trying to find meaning and a reason to carry on. Young men please look out for yourself first.the rules of the game have changed dramatically. Being chivalrous will only get you destroyed in the end.