That title is a very silly sentence, I know, but I’ve been going on so many dates and had opportunities to date men who may have been decent partners but I just have no attraction or interested in anyone anymore. I get the “ick” so quickly and easily. While it’s not a bad thing that I’m no longer focused on dating or anything other than my goals and getting my career in order, I’m now realizing I may be alone forever.

I can’t picture anyone I’d actually be with. My last long term relationship was with a horrible narcissist alcoholic who got married not long after he left me, and that may have something to do with it. Can anyone else relate? It’s not necessarily a bad thing but it sucks not being able to connect with anyone or want to connect with anyone.