Instead of constantly looking backwards, imagine what people will be amazed at, what girls will be giggling over and what bros everywhere will be respectfully nodding at if you, starting today, begin with 10 push-ups, 10 sit-ups, 10 squats and 5 minutes of running, apply for at least 5 jobs, sign up for at least one social activity, go outside and try to hold a conversation with at least three people, stand up straight, hold strict eye contact, clean your room and dedicate yourself to learning at least one minor academic discipline. Hold that fantasy in your head, especially when the demons of your mind start trying to knock you down. In 6 months time, you won't recognize yourself.

Because it's getting really depressing seeing the same posts over and over again from people who are too stuck in the past and are unable to think even slightly optimistic. Hundreds of former losers before you carved and refined the techniques for escaping loserdom. It really isn't that hard.