I have been divorced now 1 year and 8 months. I went through what I thought was a very bad divorce, even my lawyer at the time said this was the 2nd worst case she has every had in 20 years as a lawyer. This by it self is a whole story (maybe another time I will tell it).

But I just found out that my ex-wife was a total evil bitch from hell! I had no idea until this week that she was cheating on me the whole time we were married for 10 years and even when we where dating for 3 years before that. I have 3 kids that I am very worried are not even from me. Right at the end of the marriage this is what happen. My ex-wife was drinking constantly now hard alcohol was always wine or beer before, she was doing drugs (cocaine, pills, basically anything she can get her hands on) with her Dad and sister (Fuck them by the way). My ex-wife tried to commit suicide back in December 2017 with antidepressants was checked into a mental hospital for 30 days. After she got out, she picked up right where she left off and was drunk all the time. She had an affair with another married man, she would drive over his place drunk and high on cocaine, have sex, then go pick up my kids from school high and drunk (putting them in danger). I was traveling for work and she brought over other men, had sex in my house with my kids right in the next room (putting them in danger). They woke up and she had to put them back to sleep to keep having sex. We could not have someone watch our kids for her sister’s wedding that was in Maui, so I told her to go and I would watch the kids for the week (Took PTO for this). She went and had sex with the best man the whole time, while I take care of our kids. She came home February 2019 and first ask for a boob job, I ask my buddies and they said “dude she is going to divorce you, don't do it” they knew all that was going on and they thought she was just trying to get as much out of me at the end. Well, they were right because May 2019 I was served divorce papers. I make a lot of money and she was spending it like it was going out of style. Right before I bought her full set of new teeth $45K worth (because she smoked meth back in the day, and if fucked up her teeth). I mean who the fuck spends $3,500 at target each month? I was part to blame because I did not do anything even though it was out of control.

She is very manipulative, deceiving, verbally abusive, list goes on. Total narcissist on the verge of sociopath.
So she would always point to me as the problem. Erik you look at porn (yeah I did because she was an evil cunt, and I did not want to have sex with her), Erik you drink to much, Erik you travel to much for work, Erik your spending to much, Erik you have no friend (part true, because all of them hated her) Erik you’re a shitty husband, Erik you’re a bad father… etc. I started to believe some of these lies. When your told this for so long its hard to fight these lies off on your own.

I don’t believe in divorce, but I mean this from the bottom of my heart, THANK GOD HE intervened, or I would be ether in Jail or dead right now. (She called the cops on me 2X at the end, but they could not do anything because I did nothing wrong. She was just crazy)

So this is just a small Glimpse, But now here is the fun part.

My Ex-wife is struggling with living on her own (because of how bad she fucked up during the divorce she gets almost nothing from me, like CPS got involved because of her!). She tried to get other men to help out, but they are all pieces of shit low life scum, and she knows I will do everything in my power to protect my kids. So if she would move into one of these guys places, I would have total grounds to take them because of the danger she would put them in. (She is now clean from alcohol, and drugs because of the court order of drug testing weekly for 5 years)

So I think most of you know rent has gone up crazy, Her rent alone has gone up 38% from last year alone. So she cant afford to live on her own. And I don’t want my kids in a place that will put them at risk, so I agreed for her to move back in (only temporary, 1 year or so). All of my friends and family said this was a very bad idea. I know the risks, but she is also clean now and think this will be better then before and its only temporary. So after she moved in she told me all of this above. I had no idea, and I was sick to my stomach. She is going through the 12 steps, so this part is the Amends... But she did not tell me until I found her Journal and read it and confronted her about it. I ask her during the Amends did you ever cheat on me (Not knowing it at the time), and she looked right at me and said no. Such a fucking lying bitch!

I don’t know what to do. She seems much better than during our marriage, but she is still a liar and a very good one too. We did sign a contract for a year, but thats it. What would you do?