Not sure what the right flair is so sorry about that.

I am gonna quit all social media as part of my self improvement journey.

I never thought I would end up like this. Since I was in high school I always wondered when and how my first time would be and I never thought I would end up as a 22 year old virgin.

Words cannot describe how resentful I feel about it. When I go to the mall or bowling alley with my family, I see guys my age and much younger than me with pretty girls.

Please don't tell me tell me that 22 is still very young. Yeah it's young, but it's NOT young to still be a virgin.

I fear that even if I become attractive and girls are interested in me, It'll be very bitter sweet and I'm not gonna be that happy about it. I feel like I'll even start playing with the hearts of girls and break them out of spite for years of rejection and ghosting and having to settle as a "late bloomer".

I'm also quitting Reddit because its not helpful and most people here have no sympathy, good advice or don't take me seriously.

I will keep on self improving, but man... Why did things have to be this way? I'm probably gonna be so jaded and embittered that even if girls like me, it's just not gonna matter. Why do I have to struggle so much but not other guys? Again, even if I things change, it'll be bitter sweet. I'll probably be very jaded and embittered. I fear that even i date some hot older women or multiple women or something like that, there's always gonna be a part of that will be sad about having missed so much time.

Thank you if you read this far. I'll be reading some comments before I delete my account. I also wanna say, I appreciate you bros on this. People on this sub so seem somewhat helpful, more than people on other subs. I'll continue improving myself and chase success and my goals.