This will be my first Thanksgiving alone in my entire 50 years. Kids are out of state and not coming home. Going through divorce,starting a new job,having to put the house up for sale this week, cleaning and going through everything by myself, looking for a new place and a storage unit, trying to get my paperwork done before court. I’m just mentally exhausted and depressed. This is exactly where I didn’t want to be at 50, alone.