About 2 months ago I found texts between my wife and a colleague that she was regularly out drinking with that massively crossed a line for me. When I confronted she told me it was nothing and kind of shut me down.

I kept on about it because I didn’t feel like she had reassured me at all. She then told me she didn’t love me and hasn’t done for 2 years, ironically after I lost my business and quit drinking. I feel like she’s been living a lie.

it’s been 3 months and we’re still co habituating because we are waiting to sell the house. It’s tough man, I didn’t expect any of this. We have 2 young kids, ect. I’m just trying to focus on my work, the kids and not drinking.

Not sure why I’m posting, just getting it out there. She still maintains she didn’t cheat, I guess it doesn’t make a difference now. Be strong boys