She dropped the D-word 16 days ago.

I experienced heavy pain. I have guns and I hesitated 2 times to end the pain. I had a massive panic attack while my 3 years old son was crying next to me, I was not able to move. I started fitness classes, subscribed to dating apps, felt strong for few days and I'm now experiencing enormous anger. I shouted to the kids, I don't have any pleasure being with them anymore.

I just want to hit the cold bitch. I hated being with her, and now I hate the fact I'm loosing her, how sick is that? I won't tell her she still have a stinky breath. Yeah I kissed you on the cheek for years, because your mouth stinks. Your bad mouth, you expanded vagina after 2 kids, your flat ass and chest, have fun to find your perfect man at 33 years old. At least I taught you you can still have pleasure by taking it in the ass.