She cheated, left and living her best life has multiple boyfriends already. I’m trying to work on myself trying to date but have found I struggle with physical intimacy and can’t even get off. I have to pay her child support even though I have the kids the majority of the time and am struggling adjusting to a single income when I got the house and can’t rent it out for enough to pay the mortgage but don’t have enough equity to sell it.

How did you deal? Any advice on how to recover?

I already go to the gym almost every day. Taking dance classes, Spanish lessons, eat healthy and am working on my business as much as possible but am spending way too much time wallowing in depression.