I just need to vent somewhere. I met a woman who had all of the red flags but no gag reflex, strategically placed piercings and good cooking skills bamboozled me. I should have known being her third marriage that this would happen again but here I am in a divorce. I've discovered she is the most narcissistic person I've ever encountered. Strategically weaving webs of lies and manipulating the system to her favor. I feel like I'm going crazy. I'm losing sleep every night over it. I have children and the unending thought of wanting to end this is plaguing me. I've already accepted I'm not going to get the apology for her cheating. Even though she tells me it's my fault that she did I know it's not. She's not even from this state and now lives up here because she moved to my home and she is a constant plague and interruption to my peace. I'm not doing well. I'm not sleeping. I'm not showering. I am barely getting through every day and I know that time heals everything but it feels like she is going to be around for forever. I adopted her youngest daughter trying to be captain save a hoe and now she is trying to rape me on child support without even seeing her. Somebody told me this gets better. Somebody tell me that there is peace somewhere.