I really don´t see how I could ever start dating again, no matter how much I try, I can shake off the feeling that potential partners are trying to make a fool out of me..
There was this girl who showed interest on me, but I got so anxious about the whole thing, I remember that while we were talking one day she looked at her phone, and just that was enough to give me a headache.
I wouldn´t be a fun potential partner, girls night out, male friends, guarding their phones and so on are an instant red flag for me, I think I am too damaged
It's been a year since I divorced by the way, I think it´s over for me