For reasons I won’t go into yet, my divorce is one of the craziest in the entire country.

So now after 120 days waiting, we finally get the verdict, or shall I say verdicts. Dueling FFCLJs, the first one says she gets half my home equity (I’ve owned a home 25 years and was married for 6, and my ex never paid a dime, got pregnant during the case, and got $40k+ in temp maintenance) and second one dropped a day later that was my lawyers draft. This happened a week ago, both lawyers have asked for clarity. I have been freaking out over a week, it’s either 6 figures I lose or I win it all.

It was already a 1 in 10,000 trial, and I can’t even get the odds for dueling FFCLJs.