I'm 35 years old and 3 weeks ago I decided to visit a local men's anti aging doc to get my T checked. I've been overweight my whole life, never very into sports, wry few friends, major depression and anxiety issues. I'm wicked talented but have been told my whole life I'm not living up to my potential. I started swallowing TRP a few months back, but have had zero motivation to be my mission. I've had zero motivation to find what makes me happy and go after it, because I didn't know what happy was.

I had recently started to experience some difficulties maintaining an erection, which scared me enough to get off my ass and get checked. That limp dick saved my life, I'm sure of it.

The doc checked me out and my T levels were st 126 ng/so. Super low. What was interesting though was that the doc told me he suspects my testosterone has been low my whole life based on the size of my testes. That floored me. Suddenly life made sense. I've always felt like something was wrong with me. Like something was missing that everyone else seemed to have. I began to look back at events in my life through a completely different lens, wondering if TRT could actually be the silver bullet i've been looking for. I didn't want to get my hopes up though, because what if the doc was wrong and this was just something hat happened recently.

Well, I can state conclusively at this point that I have definitely not been living with normal testosterone levels. This week I began to feel more at ease with myself than I've ever been. Comfortable in my own skin when before I constantly worried what others thought of me. I feel energetic and vibrant, like I'm alive for the first time.

Sex has constantly been a source of anxiety for me. I never felt like my penis was good enough to satisfy a woman. This would cause me to get in my head during sex, struggle with climaxing too soon, and feel like I needed to compensate with my mouth and fingers because I just knew she wasn't really actually enjoying me fucking her.

And then let night happened. Gentlemen, I'm not exaggerating when I say that for the first time in my life, I'm proud of my dick. I have never actually wanted to have sex more than once in a night. The few times there has been a round two, I wasn't really in to it. The drive to have sex left with the first nut. Until last night. I feel like I had never truly experienced what sex was supposed to be until now. I won't go in to specifics, but my plate mentioned numerous times how badly she wanted to send my doctor a gift basket. She came four times. She texted me this morning that she had to masturbate because she started thinking about last night. It was that good.

I guess what I'm saying is, if you're struggling with your masculinity and feel like less of a man, get your T checked. If you don't feel like a fuckin cave man after having sex, get your T checked. If you've always struggled to put on muscle or keep fat off, get your damn T checked. It is changing my life, and it could change yours too.

Edit: I apologize for not making it clear - the treatment for low T that I'm undergoing is Test-C, Testosterone Replacement Therapy.