Hi sedditors,

Today was a good/bad day for me, I finally made a step and did something. First of all I am a depressed introvert guy,I used to be shy and all, I was having a big issues because of my depression and because I am an introvert, being introvert really sucks. Anyway since I don't have friends to hang out with I tend to go out alone every weekend and pass all the day out, walking alone and going places (yeah I'm batman), before having the courage to approach any girl I used to go to crowded places and just stay there... alone... doing nothing for hours, I always see a girl I like and just stand there thinking about what if I talked to here? maybe she wont even answer, lets say I go and talk to here what would I say? probably nothing because I'm not a good at conversations, nahh she is busy and then she disappears forever! In the end of the day I feel like the shittiest person in the world, I become so depressed that I start to feel sleepy. I was doing this for ages now, It actually helped me a lot to accept who I am and to overcome AA, sometimes I just go to some very beautiful girl and ask her for her opinion on something stupid, just to see how I behave around them, actually I become very nervous and don't know what to say.

I go out everyday with an idea that I have to approach a girl and also reading seddit gives me more and more motivation to do so.

So today was a big day, I was going out , I see a HB7 walking alone, the AA stabed me, but I said fuck it ,stop being a pussy and go talk to her and then boom she was walking fast I have stopped her and made eye contact and said "hey, I think you are really adorable and I came here to Hi" she gives me a big smile and said "I don't think my boyfriend will like this" then she walked away... guess what I didn't felt bad ,actually I felt very good because I took the chance and didn't have any regret. So the first one failed what about another one? Lets do it, i started going around feeling awesome then I saw a HB8 and HB6 entering a store, this one was a hard one I felt very nervous and the AA stabbed me again, so I waited until they left the store and then I said to my self "you can do it" out loud in Buk Lau accent (sometimes I become little weird), then my brain goes blank and I approached the HB8 "hey I really like your dress and I think you are really cute" in French then she took her sunglasses and said "English?", yeah they were a tourists, so I translated what I said before and then she goes "awwwwh! that's really cute". I tried to keep eye contact but I couldn't she had a very beautiful clear blue eyes, so I started chatting them for a little I asked for there names, now asked them if we can exchange contacts so we can hang out sometimes and show them around and then the HB8 said "aaah Im sorry we are leaving tomorrow early!" and I wished them a good trip and voila! I did it! It's not successful be at least I tried.

If I can do it you can do it too!