She cheated on me two years ago, got pregnant, and only once texted me to tell me she forgives me for everything (even though there was nothing going on to be forgiven for). I didn’t even know what to say to that and never heard from her again. She gets visitation but I don’t see her at it since we avoid each other as part of the rules. I have custody. She never tried to get in contact with me. I don’t think she even thinks of me or cares.

She immediately cheated with 2-3 people and got pregnant by someone else and that was the end to my 6 years of marriage.

It’s so unfair and messed up. I thought she really loved me. I’ve been alone for over two years and still can’t process this trauma.

She literally doesn’t care.

Please someone talk some sense into me because I’m already at my breaking point.