It doesn't matter what I could have done. I adopted her son, supported her financially, showed up anytime she needed me. Held her when her grandma died. Cried with her when she found out her mom is dying. Paid for her medical bills. Invited her to dinners, concerts, introduced her to people I love. Bought flowers and lingerie for no particular occasions, spoiled her with home cooked meals and never complained about housework she never did. Let her be a SAHM. Tried to get her to go to counseling. None of it matters. She suddenly wants divorce. Saying she expected more. She's tired of hearing about my days at work. She doesn't love me anymore. It would have made no difference to her, I wasn't even worth a conversation about it to her. Now, all I have is heartbreak as I live in a cloud of her new perfume that she wears for someone else. That's not entirely true, I do have a clear conscience. I did everything I could do for her. I was honest, loving, and loyal.