Gentlemen, hello. I am not even sure how I ended up on MRP but somehow I stumbled on it very recently. Read a few posts and realized I had no idea what any of you were talking about. The terminology was almost completely foreign to me. So I started investigating, and started reading, and now I feel like I have completely fallen down the rabbit hole.
I bought NMMNG, MMSLP, WISNIFG, and The Rational Male, and am well into NMMNG right now. It's pretty eye-opening. I started highlighting everything that I related to in NMMNG. Every time I turned the page, it was like "Oh.... that's me."
I think am probably a Career Beta, kind of. There are some aspects of my situation that don't line up with that though. I have been lifting weights for about 15 years. I'm 40 years old, and I have a very successful career. My wife had a very successful career as well prior to our children being born. She's now a stay-at-home Mom with some part time work here and there. I am very goal-oriented and disciplined. I think I'm just a complete doormat. I have no game and no idea how to lead or generate attraction. I am a Drunk Captain. Ugh.
Anyway, I just wanted to say thanks to all of you guys, and say hello.
Immediate needs / questions: I am a little dumbfounded right now as I'm reading through the material. I've become acutely self-aware of my behavior at home. I have no frame whatsoever. I guess I just keep my head down until I get some reading and understanding under my belt? Continue on in the pathetic attempts at a sex life that I've had in the past? I don't want to Rambo this situation and screw it up. (Thanks for the bad examples, as well)