Im back from the dead. For awhile I could not read this sub. Too depressing. It was starting to get to me. Bad.

I went out to live life.

Talked to lots of women.

I found someone who really does not want anything serious. Took her on a date. It went well. Just little meal and chatting. Asked her to hang out with me again.

We watched movies at my place. Yadd yadda yadda... I fucked her brains out. Some primitive cave man stuff. She slept over. Again in the morning.

We met again a few days later. More hanging out. I fucked her senseless on my couch, floor, bed, everything violated.

I had more sex in 2 days than in some years of my marriage.

But it still does not fill the void of sadness. I dont even know what to do next. I had a good chat with my ex wife about how everything is going. She is finding out the dating world is brutal the hard way.

I don't have trouble finding women.... but how do I feel anything from it.... that is the question.

If you think lack of sex is bringing you down... don't put much thought into it. Work on yourself.

I had a good vacation with my daughter. I start a new job next week. Things change quickly. Best of luck to all going through this fucking crap.