Drinking as I type this, so hopefullh I don't make too many typos, bur I hate her so much at this point. I tried so hard to rework things toward friendship, but she wanrs nothinh to do wi5h me. It's pretty despicable honestly, I am basically gutted and left in a really vulnerable position, especially as someone who is debilitated by weight problems and possible autism and possible depression. I basically lost everything, and she does not egen want to remotely acknowledge I exist or was ever in her life. Gone. This pit left in my stomach is sickening.

I went from having somewhat of a life to crashing out in my parents' place to perpetually be constrained to the world that is the world wide web, and my only sense of power over anything now is through moderating online communities. My only friends are online.

This was not the case before she plundered me and plunged me into Hell. This failure was not the case for me at one point. But just like that, I was fucked in the ass and was left to starve. Fuck her.