Here's the deal:

I make about 50k a year working from home.

Mom gets a VA disability check of 1,600 a month (70% disable) roughly 19,000 a year. Plus, she will now start a job making 85k a year. That's roughly over 100k.

We have two children and I pay for health insurance. We both have 50/50 timesharing.

I can pay for all my bills etc. But yes, im sure mom will provide a better quality life for our children since she makes significantly more than me.

I feel as a man it feels wrong getting CS from her (maybe is a ego thing) but I was told I would have no choice. Idk if thats true.

Should I just bite the bullet and get my money up or get the CS? I feel like if i push for the CS it will start some issues and would come off as leaching off her. But also I remember there was a time in our marriage when I held it down while she was unemployed and she went to school so she can get her masters degree.

What should I do?