I’m not doing good at all. My day consists of going to work, crying and trying to spend time with my sons. Me and my wife are sleeping in separate rooms right now. I feel lonely in a house full of people. I cannot stop thinking about my wife. All I want to do is talk to her and tell her how much I love her. I don’t ever think to a point were I’ll be able to get over her. We could get separated, she could start seeing other people, I could start seeing other people(highly unlikely, I can’t give anyone else the opportunity to leave me). We could even get divorced and I would still want her back if she would take me. Honestly she could shoot me and it still wouldn’t change the way I feel about her. Every day is a constant battle to pull myself together. And this is just the beginning stages. I don’t think I’m going to make it once things get worse. I can reach out to my friends and talk to my therapist, but it’s unrealistic to speak with them every single day, but that’s what I need to not unravel. I don’t want to be that type of burden to people. I love my sons, but I don’t know if their love for me or my love for them is enough to see me through this. People are telling me that you are married until you aren’t , so keep trying to win her back, and in the end of it doesn’t work, at least you know you tried to save your marriage. I just want the life and family that I built for myself, and if I lose any aspect of that, I’ll never be happy again.