I was the party district in Hong Kong last night. Asia is great for getting over approach anxiety because it's so fucking easy here. Myself and a couple friends were doing the usual rounds and chatting up every group of girl that made eye contact with us. My friend starts talking to a girl and I fuck off because she has no friends and head into another bar next door. There's no one in there either so I use the bathroom and leave. I come back to the table and my friend's girl, already totally piss drunk, looks at me and asks "whyd you come back? You didn't get a girl in there? It's cause you're not very strong" she's says, not in a teasing way, but like in the way drunk people and children state uncomfortable facts.

I'm very skinny. I've been the skinny guy my entire life. I have a small head, narrow shoulders, small muscles. Sometimes I convince myself I'm not that bad, it doesn't really matter, and sometimes shit like this happens that reminds me it's basically the first thing every girl in talk to notices about me.

Later that night I talk to another girl and things go well. We start walking back to her place, stopping to make out in the street and such. At one point she reaches around, puts both hands on my ass, squeezes and laughs. "You have no ass! You need exercise!" I wish I did some kind of cool TRP shit test shutdown but twice in what night was a bit much for me and I looked like a flustered bitch. Which was probably a contributing factor to her deciding at the last minute she'd rather go home and sleep.

Anyways, just yet another PSA that you literally cannot overstate the importance of lifting and that even if you think you're alright/average, you're not.

That's all. I'm going to start writing what those two girls said to me every day in my daily journal as a reminder to get off my lazy ass.