My ex wife wants to relocate to Alaska with my son. She already has a man there. She can’t do that without my consent. I struggle with the thought of not seeing my son daily. I agreed to an unfavorable custody, because I was in a bad place mentally. The divorce was high conflict and I lost both my parents at the time. I ended up agreeing to have every other weekend/ Wed/Thur visitation. This was her best and “Very generous” offer. My time after work is from 3-6:30, even when I’m off. She constantly talks bad about my family, tells my son that I’m bad to mommy, I stole money from mommy, I send bad messages. Most recently my son tells me that, “mommy says this is the schedule you wanted. How come you don’t come earlier”. I explained how much I love him, and that I want to see him as much as possible, and that it is not true, that was the schedule I was given. I contacted my lawyer with the hope of petitioning for more time. I regret not having a pair during divorce. I am very down again, and struggling in all aspects of life. I’m going to therapy, trying to exercise and stay positive. Is there anything else I can do? I am not suicidal, but I feel hopeless. My son is young and I feel that I will be erased from his life eventually. I try very hard to be the best dad with the time I have.