I have good days and bad days, but today has just been an all around bad day. I feel like I’m losing hope that I will ever be able to have companionship in the way that I want it again ever. I loved being married, and divorce has ripped me apart. Now I pay 1k in child support every month.

My ex wife has just completely ruined my life and I don’t know how exactly I’m going to crawl out of this hole.

I need to have a positive thing happen; I would love to be able to start making more money. But don’t know what to do for a side hustle. I make over 6 figures but I live in a major metropolitan city and cost of living is a lot.

I just don’t know how to improve my life. I’m so sad , so angry, my primary goal is I want to punish her by living well, but don’t know what steps to take to improve my life so she’ll regret this forever. It sounds vindictive, but that’s like primary goal and mindset at this moment. And being unsure how to do it makes me crazy