Dread level 2 SS for a year (meme) Intense gym bro split for a month
6' 175 12% body fat Read most of sidebar working on WISNIFB Wife is a 7-8. I am probably a 7.
In some past posts people have pointed out my anger and that my wife would be perfectly aware of how angry I am.
Well she bitched at me yesterday for reaching for her wallet(to look through it) after she told me she had less than a dollar. I know for a fact the idea of looking through her wallet never occurred to me but I very well may have gestured to her that made it look like I was going to do this. (We were in the car and a parking attendant was asking for money, I wanted my wife to check her wallet.)
Anyway, after parking my wife kept bitching about it, I should have just looked at her cockeyed and STFU, instead I was seething with rage. I told her "whatever, the thought of going through your wallet never crossed my mind".. I told her this a few times after she insisted that I was reaching to go through it.
I then said "whatever, I am so fucking angry at you, Ive been seething with anger and it's not going away."
On my post about birthday presents I sent her a text that I was angry at her and that's why I didn't get her anything. A poster suggested that she would know that I am angry and I don't need to say as much.
Anyway I am here to say that when I told her how angry I was it really caught her off guard.
She clearly doesn't want to talk about it but I have a desperate need to explain to her why I am so angry at the predicament I am in.
I want to tell her A. I am very unhappy with the state of the relationship B. I am not happy C. My kids are very important to me D. I don't know if I can fix this relationship E. I am angry that I am in a position where if I choose to pursue happiness it may hurt my kids.
After thinking about it for the last 4 hours I am not angry at my wife as much as I am angry at the situation I am in.
I do feel however that my wife needs a fucking clue that I am thinking of nuking the relationship. She now knows I am angry but won't pursue asking me about it, she has always hated talking about our relationship whatsoever and likely refuses to think about it.
Now blast away and tell me how bad of an idea this is. I will try to lift the anger away today but my anger continues to build up over this and I feel that my wife needs to know. Yes I am only on dread level 2 and this is way too early for me to even think about this kind of stuff.