What's up guys. I feel like I will get slandered for this but I want to hear some real advice cause I feel this is the only place I can ask and get real advice that will get my teeth kicked in and stop acting like a beta.

My girlfriend of 4 months went to the US for a week on Monday. She comes back next Monday.

Good girl (I know, no unicorns, AWALT), has had only one relationship before me and had sex only with the guy she was in a relationship with (first time). She pushed for our relationship and she said she loves me first.

Anyways, I feel like I'm 10X better than the guy she was with but I constantly think that she might cheat while she's in the US because we have a 6 hour difference because of the time zones and most of the time I don't know where she is and what she's doing because she's awake when I'm asleep. I don't show her this but I implied it a couple of times this week.

I've become too anxious of this because I don't wanna get stabbed in the back but at the same time I know it's not a good mindset to have but I don't know how to get rid of it.

Any advice? Any help?

Thanks in advance.