So, she always talks about how she wants to have it, she says she trusts me, loves me called me her best friend says she very attracted to me. We had plenty of moments where we could have escalated to sex. On, the other hand we do have arguments sometimes about petty things. Seems like when we do foreplay and it gets closer to sex, she turns away or suddenly stops being turned on, even when I manage to make her horny and seems like a perfect moment, she says no. When I bring it up outside the bedroom, she says the more I talk about it the worse I make it. Some things she said to me in the past is that she’s scared of the pain and getting pregnant. Also she wants me to make her almost scream before I put it in, but that’s unrealistic because since we don’t have sex I feel like it makes me want to be with her less and I can’t force my self to try harder in bed because it doesn’t feel genuine. I told her that I want to be friends with her recently, but she started crying and said she doesn’t want that. So, I’m stuck in a place where I feel hopeless with this girl and can’t leave at the same time.