What’s wrong with me???

Seriously, is there something very wrong with me???

I have my life together. I have a very good career (quant on Wall Street), make great money for my age…like 7 figure range, OK-ish height (5’10), great build because I go to the gym a couple times a week and have large biceps/shoulders, but not like super huge or anything. I have a good group of friends, and they often say I’m funny, empathetic, sweet, etc. I take very good care of myself. Daily showers, skin care routine, good diet, and put a lot of effort ($$$) into dressing well.

And yet, in 24 years of my life I cannot point to ONE woman who has shown me any sort of interest. I mean…is this normal? It’s almost like I’m sort of side-character or NPC. I have a guess as to why, but unfortunately it’s extremely black pill. I think because of my ethnicity, I sort of get “resume screened” by the vast majority of women, because they assume I’ll only want to be with someone if my own ethnicity.

Or maybe I’m just very ugly?? But no one has told me that or indicated that I’m unattractive other than one friend back in college who straight up told me I’m ugly. Other than that, I always assumed I’m just average because my looks have never been brought up in a positive or negative light apart from that one time.

I’m in NYC and despite putting a great amount of effort into my dating app profiles, I’m yet to get a single match in what’s been over a year. This has been absolutely debilitating to me. Especially since it seems like all my friends and cousins and coworkers seem to have an extremely easy time with dating. Like they can download Hinge and set up a date on the same day. This is mind blowing to me.

Am I living in some sort of simulation? Is anyone else in my situation? I mean if I was getting ghosted or rejected after a first date, at least I’d have something to improve on. Like maybe my socialization skills suck, or I need to flirt better or something. But when I can’t even get to the start line? It’s absolutely depressing stuff, especially at my age when some of my peers are even starting to get married and have kids, let alone go on their first date.

Also before I get generic “hit the gym bruh” or “use that money to make yourself more attractive”, I want to make it crystal clear I’ve already done both of this.