I'm in my late twenties married only a few years, and trying to decide whether it's worth it to work through things.

Neither of us are perfect but I can't decide if it's just something to drop and move on while I'm still young.

She's been increasingly more controlling of me over the years. I'm at my last straw when she tried to convince me not to see any family but hers this holiday. She's been a very active critic towards my closest family members and friends and directly hostile to them as well as about them to me.

She has further thrown shit at me, once when I was on crutches, goes through my phone, and all around unsupportive of anything that doesn't support her ideas of what life should be for us.

I can't tell if I'm going crazy but I really think I want a divorce. I've journaled about it since her last psychotic break and I can't find a single line of positivity. Maybe once in a while at best, but it's mostly negative. At least once a month I'm back to square one wanting separation.

Idk just venting guys, and pardon the non descriptiveness here, trying to keep a relatively un-provable track, thanks.