Hey guys, I got out and started dating again. Definitely wasn’t healed and was afraid of going back to my ex so thought I’d get back out there. I met a nice woman and I didn’t really know if she was my forever but we were having fun. Fast forward a few months I find out my ex has also been seeing someone, is in love, wants to marry this man, introduce him to my little girls, and move an hour away. This really stirred up my emotions. We got on the phone and got in a huge fight. We talked about everything that went wrong in our relationship and by the end of it we’re telling each other how much we missed the life we had. I wasn’t a perfect husband or father but she had an affair and nuked the whole thing. Fast forward a week, she comes over to my house drunk one night and we end up fooling around. I’ve now become the very thing that destroyed me… a cheater. I’ve now broken it off with my new person and my ex is trying to come back to me. I really screwed up and could use some advice. What should I do? I’m so ashamed