I never imagined I would be writing this post, but here we are. I had my suspicions over the years, and just moving out and separating broke me hard. I posted in the past when I was in a deep dark depression. But now everything is coming out, the real truth of it all is coming down crushing me now.

Her AP has been living in my house for about a week now. The kids have been with me for an extended period of time due to fall break, and her offloading them during her scheduled time. she said it was to visit a once mutual friends kid dying of cancer, but she offloaded the kids early on her schedule over a week ago now. since then this dude has now taken up residence in my home.

She never would have been able to get this home. It was something of a milestone 10 years ago to finally get our home, I've had a tremendous amount of loss and trauma my entire life. So my home holds alot of emotional value to me. Now that has all been robbed from me. We've raised our kids there, we made our friends there, I built the last stages of my career there, I stocked the kitchen and shop to be able to tinker and cook anything. I could just go on.

now the kids will be returning to their normal schedule and there will be a new guy there. She has hidden him, she hasn't introduced outside the home, they will get home from school and there will just be instant stepdad, just add years of lying and infidelity.

I've been a bit of a mess again lately, and I'm in for so much more. I just can't understand what is wrong with these women. it's all the same story.

new friend groups filled with divorced whores working out completely checked out dude in the house divorce on radio fire

I'm not prepared for this at all.