I was blessed with skirting by through the beginning of my early 30’s still essentially passing as a 20something (I’ll be 33 in January.) A terrible chemical peel gone wrong significantly aged my skin, my pores got huge and started to connect to form lines on my cheeks and forehead. Now on top of that unnatural aging I have huge dark circles under my eyes making me look like a straight up ghoul. My hair is lackluster and limp with a ton of flyaways, I still don’t know how to style it and I’m starting to get grays. I weigh the most I ever had in my life and a lot of it is in my stomach. I have rosacea, my skin is ruddy but any makeup I try to wear on it just highlights the skin damage.

I’m such a mess, I used to be a solid a 8 and now I feel like a 4 or less. I got asked out by a 20 year old guy the other day, because from a distance and with a hat on I look quite young. Guys are interested until they get a closer look. I really need a makeover, a glow up, a resurrection from the dead? Can anyone please help? I need a mentor and an accountability buddy. Is it possible to peel myself off the wall and regain relative attractiveness or is it too late? What can I do? Any words of wisdom much appreciated. I’ve been off the RPW sub for quite some time but it’s time I get back in the game if there’s anything even left for me to play.